Sunday, May 15, 2011

My Soul is so Butter FLY!



 My soul is so Butter Fly!
 Flapping my wings, moving from one tiny space to another
sniffing, digging and dipping long enough to get
and give of my soul's song.




In my moments of being butter fly
I am free and fragile
No agenda, no plans, no expectations, just melting free
 My mind is with me 
dancing with its feet
carving its butterfly feat







In each space of my butter-flyness 
my mind fills its capacity
engages, absorbs and activates it,
then flaps its wings and dashes off
into the fullness of another space.




In between angelic flights and earth arrivals 
my heart flips the tracks of its soul's jukebox
skipped beats, flat notes, bees waxed floors
they all have a butterfly effect on me




I land my big blue & gray butterfly eyes
on the leaf of a facebook flower
a variety of those abound,
with home page wide open
I hear green soundless echos

 



Calling me to the wall
  to tap dance on its fertile grounds
squirts of admiration
blended with inspiration
wet my wings and light
my creative heart
 in the glow of their page




sexually pollinated, sensually nurtured, spiritually quenched 
 I break out of my cocoon 
into the orgasmic fullness that drips
beyond the valley that rests
at the origin of my 
soft, supple, velvety, moistened,
pink & red butterfly wings
in new form... I rise
from the earth between my thighs











 Copyright  Surya Devi 2011

Friday, May 13, 2011

Catch the Erotic Wave: May is Masturbation Month!

I discovered this morning that May is Masturbation Month! I have this sneaky suspicion that lurking behind the synchronicity of this discovery is the fact that today also happens to be Friday the 13th!  The number 13th is associated with sex, death and rebirth. And I've been feeling my own sexual energies percolate within me as the growing need to explore my own pleasure zones become explosive.  The sexual waves flow through and around me while being revealed in the mirroring of my interactions this day.

MASTURBATION is the cornerstone of sexual health. It is the first natural step in experiencing and answering the call of our own inner, natural sexual urges from childhood.  The little 3 year old discovering the pleasure of their genital as they fondle and feel while a mother flies off the handle or discourage their child from being with their sexuality due to her own fears and programmings that it is a dirty, forbidden, a NO do. Even animals masturbate. It's common for my puppy to sensually lick his genital like it was another part of his body - regardless of who's present or where he lays.

So how does a hush-hush subject like masturbation get a month of its own?  Well, it started in 1995 in San Francisco as a response to the forced resignation of U.S. Surgeon General Joycelyn Elders. After a speech at the United Nations World AIDS Day in 1994, an audience member asked Elders about masturbation’s potential for discouraging early sexual activity. She answered,“I think it is something that is part of human sexuality and a part of something that perhaps should be taught.”

That was the end of the first black Surgeon General’s Washington career, but the beginning of National Masturbation Month. The founders of San Francisco based sex toy and education shop Good Vibrations said, "Enough is enough!" They wanted to do two things: keep up the conversation about Elders unjust firing and make people talk about masturbation.


Masturbation has its power, place and purpose.  Wonderful benefits of masturbation include:
  • Improves the immune system.
  • Relieves stress
  • Builds a defense to yeast infections in women.
  • Relieves back pain.
  • Relieves the symptoms of PMS and eases menstrual cramps.
  • Helps to ward off prostate infections in men.
  • Acts as a natural sedative.
  • A great mood booster that supplies plenty of endorphines.
  • Increase your sexual awareness and intimacy with your partner.
  • Can help you achieve orgasm during intercourse.
  • Plus more you can discover...

Today the knowledge of Masturbation Month is growing like wild fire just like the sacred sexuality community and the growing awareness that sex heals and gives life. 




So you've got a reason for living again. Indulge yourself within yourself,  plunge into your own sexual portal and explore and discover your sexual depths. Connect with its currents and ride the waves.  And while you're at it, consider using eco-friendly erotic toys for your sex-sensual pleasure. Many rubber sex toys contain phthalates, a family of chemicals linked to reproductive defects and hormonal disruptions.  The problem with phthalates is that they break down over time and release harmful gasses, which cause toys to discolor, become sticky and take on an unpleasant taste and odor. Although research has been inconclusive about potential health risks linked to phthalates, some studies indicate they may cause reproductive defects and hormonal disruptions, especially in infant males. In 2008, Congress approved a nationwide ban on phthalates in children’s toys.  

 
Read about the safety of sex toys and choosing environmentally safe and eco-smart sex accessories.... here.

Enjoy the process of self mastery during this Masturbation Month!  


Thursday, May 12, 2011

ECO-DATING: Are You Green in The Dating Game?




        So you've decided to go green or you're already living green.  But just how green are you? We recycle, eat organically or locally grown foods, purchase earth friendly products, conserve energy in our daily lives; utilize the sun for heating our homes and the moon for cooling us at night.  Some of us are even packing up and relocating closer to nature and to places and countries that are actively eco-conscious and eco-progressive.  It is in our nature to take anything further, deeper and beyond and being green is no exception. On that note, how about matters of the heart? Are you loving in a green way? Are you eco-dating? Are you green in the dating game?
         How do you create an eco-date?  Let me begin by turning your attention to simple abc's of dating. First there has to be at least two individuals involved. Having similar lifestyles and beliefs around the earth, ecology, the environment and a green life as a whole would help a great deal, but its okay if one person is green and the other is some other color. After all, this is how we learn from each other, grow and spread the message of a more quality life and peace on earth. Then there are the plans for the date - the where, the what, the how and the in between.
         So you’ve asked her or him out already and the date is a few days away.  The next thing to consider is where you’ll be taking your date.  It should be an eco-friendly or an eco-friendly activity and place if it’s to be a green date. If you have decided to begin your eco-date with dinner at a restaurant then keep in mind that your eco-sensual options for dining out are still growing, and depending on where you live, you may not find any eco-conscious restaurants.  Of course then there’s the how- as in your mode of transportation. Will it be a motorcycle, scooter, public transportation or foot stumping? It’s easier to get around without a car within the boundaries of the District of Columbia so that is the easiest part.  I happen to live in Washington DC so I’ll gladly give you a few options of eco-conscious restaurants and add some other green ideas for your eco-date. Let's begin with dining places.
ECO-FRIENDLY RESTAURANTS
Coppi’s Organic Restaurant
1414 U Street NW, Washington, DC  20009
http://www.coppisorganic.com/
What makes it green: Coppi’s have developed relationships with organic farmers and food coops through the region. Their décor includes some recyclables such as benches and woodwork from a local church. They use sustained sourced fish, grass fed/free range meats and poultry, a wood-burning oven, wind power electricity and low wattage light bulbs. 
Sonoma Restaurant & Wine Bar
Capitol Hill/ Eastern Market
233 Pennsylvania Avenue SE, Washington, DC 20003
http://www.sonomadc.com
What makes it green: Sonoma pledge that their foods are prepared with naturally raised, seasonal and local ingredients and they support the local community of growers in the process. It’s website also mentions using renewable energy, though the source isn’t specified.
Sweet Green
Various locations to choose from: Capitol Hill,
Dupont, Georgetown, Logan Circle, Bethesda
http://www.sweetgreen.com/
What makes it green: This restaurant is elaborately green and sustainable. They use 100% plant-based compostable packing non derived from oil; they offset 100% of their energy with wind energy credits and built solar panels on the roof top of certain stores. They have composting & recycling stations for their customers to compost their packaging and recycle their bottles. They use reclaimed and FSC*certified materials in their construction. They offer a series of interactive, educational nutrition classes where students learn about health and “where food comes from” through fun, hands-on activities. Talk about the sweetness of green, you can be surrounded by and filled with it here.


Restaurant Nora (Dupont Circle)2132 Florida Avenue NW, Washington, DC  20008
http://www.noras.com/

What makes it green: In April 1999, Restaurant Nora became America's first certified organic restaurant with the owner Nora Pouillon being a pioneer and champion of organic, environmentally conscious cuisine inherited through her Austrian roots. The restaurant is committed to sustainable agriculture. Nora promises that it offers seasonal, fresh organic food, prepared in a healthy way and that their foods do not carry synthetic fertilizer, pesticides, antibiotics, hormones or GMO’s.            This restaurant enjoys a "big following" of environmentalists and politicians, who can eat here with a clear conscience, knowing that what's on their plate hasn't polluted the environment, is healthy for them, and tastes good too.
Java Green/Cafe Green
1020 19th Street NW, Washington, DC  20026

http://www.javagreen.net/



 What makes it green: Java Green is owned by a diverse group of 4 men from 3 different continents (Asia, America & Europe) whose personal lifestyle and choices are blended in the philosophy and presentation of their establishment. An all around eco-conscious café, it was voted Best Washington Vegetarian and Best Washington Vegan in City Search best of DC. Whether you are seeking raw, gluten-free, soy-free, or nut-free cuisine or just looking for some tasty guilt-free food this is the place. Their full bar features not only local brews but also the best organic wine, beer and spirits from around the world. From the low-VOC vegan paints that color the bright hues of their walls to the double-filtered, de-fluoridated drinking water at every table, they are committed to caring about our environment and your health. 

Great Sage Restaurant
5809 Clarksville Square Drive
Clarksville, MD  21029

http://www.greatsage.com/

What makes them green: Great Sage declares they cook with fresh organically grown produce & believe a gourmet dining experience can be created out of plant-based foods. Their menu is influenced by the flavors and styles of many cultures and no animals are harmed and the environment rejoices in their choices. Great Sage is part of the Conscious Corner family of local, independently owned businesses. Its owner is one of the owners of Java Green/Café Green. They also have live entertainment and other green events.
 Some Eco-Sensual things to do on your Eco-Romantic Date:
Washington DC is also the home of green organizations like the U.S. Green Building Council, the Sustainable Buildings Industry Council, the International Ecotourism Society, Green Seal and the Environmental Protection Agency (EPA).  And the surrounding states - Maryland and Virginia offer their own earth-friendly charm, as you will discover below.

Old town Trolley Tours
http://www.trolleytours.com/washington-dc

 For  sightseers, there is an environmentally friendly company called Old town Trolly Tours that provides educational day, duck and moonlight tours around Washington, DC. Ninety percent of their vehicles run on propane instead of gasoline, which means they burn cleaner and safer and more environmentally efficient than other vehicles. Old town Trolley promotes the use of their tours through bumper stickers on vehicles, which read "ONE TROLLEY= 20 CARS." Touring the city would make a great moonlight date and I have a tour guide friend that can put some soul into your tour.

Eco-Friendly Yoga
http://www.yogadistrict.com/

Yoga District offers affordable and by-donation yoga classes in community-run yoga centers committed to eco-friendly practices; a non-profit studio promoting peace and yoga activism while serving the homeless and community. They offer eco-friendly yoga mats and sliding scale, free and by donation yoga classes for those who are truly in need. Hey, I think gong to a yoga class in an eco-friendly environment is a great pathway to an authentic union between two.
Screen On The Green
Free Outdoors Movies on the National Mall

 
Screen on the Green is a favorite Washington, DC summer tradition. Bring a blanket to the National Mall on a warm night and watch a classic film on a gigantic movie screen. Films are shown on Monday nights beginning at dusk, around 8:30-9:00 p.m. People start to claim their spots on the lawn as early as 5 p.m. Movies play except in extreme weather and there are no rain days. The film festival runs from July – August. Exact dates to be announced. Call Screen on the Green hotline for moiré info.  1-877-262-5866
Green Festival
http://www.greenfestivals.org/
The Green Festival is like a walk through a sustainable community. Beginning with finding solutions to help make our lives healthy-socially, economically and environmentally. Individuals, business and community leaders come together to discuss critical issues that impact us at locally and globally. Organizations and businesses showcase programs and products that restore the planet and all that inhabit it. Neighbor-to-neighbor connections are formed and skills are shared to empower people to create change in the world. I think it’s a great idea for a date. In fact, this year the Green Festival has been shifted out of DC and on to New York. It takes place the weekend of October 21 – 22 with enough time to plan an eco-date trip with that special someone. Reduce your carbon print – take a train or bus. 

Green Vineyards & Wineries in Virginia
Turn wine tasting into a complete eco-sensual experience!
Wineries are reinventing the wheel of winemaking and distribution. Packing wine in a “green” way is the newest trend in eco-winemaking. You won’t be sent home with heavy glass bottles – green alternatives such as lighter glass, bag-in-a-box or cartons are emerging at eco-friendly vineyards.
Other green initiatives include solar energy.  Some vineyards recycle and reuse their water and/or have a solar water heating system.  Farming and bottling equipment is also solar powered such as forklifts, lights, pumps and more. Other vineyard vehicles operate off of bio-fuel to reduce pollution.

Here are a few well-known Virginia eco-friendly vineyards for the perfect eco-date:

1.    Notaviva Vineyard – is in the process of creating their first organic wine. It will be an Elderberry wine produced from organically grown fruit. Visit:
http://www.notavivavineyards.com/

2.    Fabbioli Cellars - uses various sustainable viticulture practices such as harvesting non-irrigated vines to preserve water and allow the vine to adapt to the true climate and spreading spent grapeskins (pumice) back into the vineyard as fertilizer and weed control. The winery utilizes geothermal energy for hot water and climate control. The new winery storage area for Fabbioli was constructed from burying used shipping containers. The cellar reduces the need for cooling and heating and now sets the example for other wineries.  Future plans include a rewards program for wine lovers who return the Raspberry Merlot bottles – saving on shipping, printing, and glass. Visit: http://www.fabbioliwines.com/

3.    8 Chains North – originally the wine at Fabbioli Cellars. 8 Chains North implements a similar fertilization system as Fabbioli Cellars.  Both vineyards place spent grapeskins (pumice) back into the vineyard as fertilizer and weed control. Visit: http://www.8chainsnorth.com/

4.    North Gate Vineyard - these owners are in the process of building a LEED-certified tasting room, making it the only *LEED-certified vineyard in DC’s wine country. Visit: http://www.northgatevineyard.com/

Eco-Friendly Marine Activities
Sail the Chesapeake on an Eco-Boat Ride

Annapolis, Maryland
Enjoy a fun, environmentally friendly, quiet and stress free afternoon on the water on a ten-passenger Duffy electric boat without the noise, vibration or smell of a gas boat.  Electric boats are zero emissions vehicles so you can boat with a clear conscience. Board a climate-controlled, 22’ Duffy at the Chart House Restaurant pier at 300 Second Street in Eastport. No boating experience is necessary. This is a really fun thing to do with a group of friends or family or 5 group dates. J.
Visit:
http://www.experiencetheduffyboat.com/

An Eco-Lodge Sleep-Over
Kick back after the Green Date


Hotel Helix
is an innovative, eco-friendly “green” hotel in downtown Washington, DC. Their progressive eco-friendly practices help support a sustainable world and a healthier planet. They are committed to using high-quality, non-intrusive, environmentally friendly products and services at our Washington, DC hotel. And while you’re there lavish yourself in a Green Spa experience with their in-room spa treatments.  And there’s more… Visit: http://www.hotelhelix.com/html/green-hotel-washington-dc.asp

Hotel George stars as a leading “green” hotel in Washington, DC. Some of their green practices include: linen and towel re-use program reducing laundry detergent and water usage by 25%; their extensive recycling program helps recycle 60% of their waste; all cleaning agents are environmentally safe and non-toxic; they use energy efficient air-conditioning and in-room mini bars. Visit: http://www.hotelgeorge.com/html/green-hotel-washington-dc.asp

Hilton Hotel Alexandria Old Town’s has an elaborate green initiatives and all for a very reasonable price. Find out more. Visit: http://www.alexandriahilton.com/green_initative/
 Find out about other Green Hotels around the country and world. Visit the Green Hotels Association for a list of their member hotels and to learn how they are decreasing carbon footprint while giving you a luxurious green lodging experience. Visit: http://greenhotels.com/index.php
Other Green Dating Activities:
~ Hiking
~ Go eco friendly camping or fishing
~ Gardening together
~ Create your own "Green Happy Hour"
~ Go horseback riding together
~ Go to the beach together - a clothing optional beach will make it 4X's the fun!
~ A visit to the Zoo
~ Meet up at the Flee Market
~ Take a dance class together or
~ Do a community project or volunteer together
~ An eco-romantic picnic at the park or under the moon & stars
~ Take a trip to NYC together and party at the one of NYC's finest
   eco-friendly night club - GREEN HOUSE
Do you have any other eco-dating or eco-romantic ideas? Share them here!
GREEN PAMPERING
Indulge and gratify your senses the green way!
NUSTA SPA
1129 20th Street, NW, Washington, DC 20036
What makes them green: “From the choice of product lines and packaging to the paper and ink used for printed materials, an all-encompassing approach to eco-friendliness is a top priority.” Nusta Spa’s environmental commitment marries sophisticated designs with the highest standards of sustainability. With almost 5,000 square feet of space, Nusta Spa is the first urban day spa of its kind designed with high performance "green" interiors which are healthier, more efficient, and environmentally responsible. Nusta Spa is the first spa in the world to be accepted into the U.S. Green Building Council's Leadership in Energy and Environmental Design (LEED) Pilot Program for Commercial Interiors. Does this make you want to wink and open your eyes to find your body melting into a massage table with hot stones laced along your spine and the natural aroma of earth’s fragrances streaming into your nose and the pores of your skin. A duo spa retreat is not a bad green date idea at all! Visit: http://www.nustaspa.com/index.php 
GETTING READY FOR THE DATE:
Eco-Fashion

         If it’s an eco-date than you’ve got to be decked in a green way. It’s not enough to say you’re green when the treads and accessories you adorn your body with are guilty of depleting the environment and robbing the earth. And you can do it creatively and affordably too. Of course you are radically green when you simply are without any clothing. But that may not work so here are some suggestions:
Vintage & Thrifty:
Buying vintage or thrift is the greenest of all. Here you have the three R’s – “reduce, reuse, recycle”. You are reducing pollution when you don’t buy into the mass production of clothing and the awful picture and doings behind the sweat lodge scene and clothing industry. I consider myself rather ‘vintage” & “bohemian” so I live to find the best deals and most suitable clothing that expresses my individual taste and the style of my spirit and vintage and thrift stores. They are not old and worn clothes they are “preloved” because anyone that takes the time to donate their clothing to these stores are conscious of the importance of recycling. Of course there are plenty of vintage stuff that’s never been worn – tag still in tack.  You can also find accessories and footwear at most vintage & thrift stores.  So what are you waiting for? Go get yourself some threads for your green date.
Here are a few to start with:

Junction Vintage
1510 U St NW
Washington, DC 20009
Phone: (202) 483-0261
http://www.junctionwdc.com/
Meeps Vintage Fashionette
Adams Morgan
2104 18th Street NW Washington, DC
http://www.meepsdc.com/


Clothes Encounters-Second Kind
202 7th St SE, Washington, DC
(202) 546-4004
Located on Capitol Hill. Used clothing and accessories.
Georgia Avenue Thrift Store
6101 Georgia Avenue NW
Washington, DC
202-291-401
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But if you have plenty of time and extra money you can always shop online at places such as GAIAM who carries natural, organic wardrobe essentials made from earth-friendly fabrics like 100% organic cotton, bamboo, hemp and rayon from sustainable bamboo. Mix and match to create your own casual day-to-evening style with versatile, every-where clothes in comfortable, eco-smart fabrics.
GREEN BODY PRODUCTS
Of course, you're not green unless what you're using on your body and skin is in compliance with green and environmentally friendly and eco safety standards. What you put on or into your skin can green you or harm you. From your lotion, facial substances, deodorant, nail polish & fake nails to the hair products, toothbrush/toothpaste, sanitary products, shampoo & conditioner, coloring and more. And oh yeah, tatoos - totally not green,  unless its henna art.  The choices you make for your precious body can be quite detrimental over a period of time.  My mother would always say, “Beauty is skin deep, but ugliness is to the bone.” And your bone could be real ugly if you’ve spent years plastering your body and skin with harmful, chemically laced and environmentally destructive skin products just to look fine. They lace the shelves of stores and the screens of your television and magazines calling you to buy, buy, and buy.  The irony is that there is so much pain under the exterior of those faces and bodies that are plagued by the harmful chemicals over time. You may be one to think that praying will change the damage but the truth is the beauty and cosmetic industry is preying on your desperation. They are the ones that should be put on trial for the countless physical deformation and deaths.
But I have shared enough and given you plenty of ideas to help you go on that eco-date and to green your romantic life.  The Campaign for safe cosmetics - http://www.safecosmetics.org/ is a great place to start doing your own research on safe and earth friendly products.
Getting ready for a hot eco-date with a new prospective lover or mate can be fun and can inspire imagination. It can also be nerve wrecking if you are out of balance.  The anticipation can definitely become an aphrodisiac, stirring up your love juices and igniting the fire of hope and passion. Greening your date gives you an opportunity to indulge your senses and treat or be treated like a queen or king. The date starts with you and the moments of preparation. I know and feel that way when I am getting ready for a very important date.  Anticipation hits the roof as I dance and swirl. Make the prep hours ones that are stress free and uplifting. Set the mood – light some candles, diffuse some essential oil(s) or burn a eco-friendly incense, play your favorite music, take a nice long hot bath, do a couple of yoga postures and some deep breathing to ground and center yourself and set the intentions to have a fantastic time.

Imagining that you are a goddess or king can do wonders for your self-esteem and it will show in your facial expressions and body movement. This alone will create a glow of mystery that will keep your date wondering, intrigued and wanting YOU more!!
 
*FSC - Forest Stewardship Council
*LEED – Lead in Energy and Environmental Design

Monday, May 9, 2011

Her Green Womb

 
Deep inside Her green womb 
Is where I lost myself
So I could find myself

Deep inside Her green womb
Is where I found Her love
Felt Her eternal embrace
Looked into the eyes of Her
    beautiful face

Attached to Her green womb
Is where I climbed
Climbed up over Her rocks and
    thru Her cracks
Her cracks where my fears lied
Where my fears lied deep inside
Deep inside the cracks of my mind

I climbed Her rocks
Climbed Her to the top
The top where I could breathe Her in
Breathe in Her wind's breath freely
Her top where I sat in the midst of
    the calm of Her beauty 
 


On Her top where I could view
Where I could view Her green vast beauty true
Her beauty true that I was birthed out of
Birthed out of from...
Her beauty true of Her green open womb

Then down Her path I descended
Descended down Her path
Her path that I followed
Followed thru Her grove of green calm
Her green grove of calm that was filled with
    the silence of Her trees mysteries
Her trees silent mysteries of their
    quietly changing colors
Colors changing quietly within
Colors that changed me quietly within
Changed me quietly within the calm beauty
    of Her green womb

For Her green womb
Is where I found Her love
Is where I felt Her eternal embrace
Is where I saw the calm of Her
    beautiful face

For Her green womb
Is where I lost myself
To find myself
Deep inside Her green womb


by savvy-10/14/2001... 
 



Tuesday, April 26, 2011

What kind of AIR are you BREATHING?




AIR is our most important food. Breathing is most vital to our survival. This point is often most neglected. What happens to my body without air to breathe? My life immediately ends.

Even though this is of utmost importance, we are hardly conscious that we have to take care of this very important FOOD. Not only are poisonous gases of all kinds being released in the atmosphere, like that from the traffic and heating systems but also our entire industry produces many contaminating gases. In our search for comfort with our radios, televisions, mobile phones, radar/electromagnetic radiation, noise, ultrasonic waves, radioactivity and other things, we contaminate the AIR which is so vital for survival.


There are some options for obtaining good air. You can walk in the forest and feel a little better than in the traffic centre of a large city. Or you can walk along the beach or in the mountains and breathe in the fresh air. There are even 'air spas' where one tries to be exposed to better air. Yet, if you don't live in the mountains, near the beach or forest you can not easily and regularly breathe this more cleaner air. However, even in such natural places the air is being contaminated. It has been shown through research that even in the Himalayas, where no industry exists or any source o heavy environmental pollution, the snow is contaminated with radioactivity. So one can imagine how the situation is in those remote, so called 'natural' areas and then look at the urban life settings most of us thrive in.

We all know that the problem of environmental pollution is becoming greater and more urgent. Not only are the holes in the Ozone layer threatening us, but also there are many other health deteriorating factors.




The AIR we breathe is often left out of the equation when it comes to diagnosing or understanding the contributory factors to the illnesses and diseases many struggle with.  With all these complex environmental pollution problems one basic question arises: HOW DO I PROTECT MYSELF & MY FAMILY and HOW DO I GET HEALTHY AIR TO BREATHE?

The answer is simple:

AGNIHOTRA (HOMA THERAPY)


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Sunday, April 24, 2011

The Womb War!



The billboards, sponsored by a coalition of pro-life organizations such as Georgia's' Right to Life, The Radiance Foundation and Operation Outrage with thatsabortion.com, have declared that "The most dangerous place for an African American child is inside the womb." I have, from time to time, read up and watched this senseless womb war that has climbed these billboards and it is still fuming with a very offensive odor.

This ad is a trick; an attempt to get women of color or African American women to actually have more abortions. If the most dangerous place is a black woman's womb then she may very well come to believe that and think of her divine sacred space as a destructive and dangerous one.  How so? Well, the masses have routinely bought into the countless ads that stream across their TV & computer screens, billboards, continually hypnotized by radios, newspapers, magazines, coupons and more.  Ads shape minds, influence choices and drive decisions every single second of the day.  This is just another message added to the internalized database of the human psyche as it exists within the longstanding perimeters of society.  This ad has been carefully written and designed to continually drive the self-esteem & self -confidence of African American women & blacks underground.

"Few can really understand the problem, the answer will come out of it, because the answer is not separate from the problem." -- Krishnamurti

On the other hand there's truth, damn truth and then there's statistics. Or some might say there's lies, damned lies and statistics. So what is it about numerical data that sparks such trust in people and in my case - distrust? Anything involving numbers are left to the so-called experts who take it and have a field day to make the values suit the demands of the highest bidders.  Statistics are just that - numbers compiled by humans but they do not give us the entire picture or framework of an issue; they do not contain the damned truth. Let's take the abortion statistics for example, where in these abortion rates do private abortions come in? How many do you suppose are going on behind the door marked private and what do you think the demographics look like? Come on now... the abortion rates you read and see are from governmental, public, non-private, non-profit agencies -who must report to and abide by government rules. Let's tally them up again and see how drastically the landscape or picture changes when you add the private world.


"In the hands of a skilled debater, statistics can be made to illuminate whatever needs to be illustrated."

While some or very few have added their voices, here and there, protesting and writing up their opinions there are some like Pro-life activist Dr. Alveda King who reacted to the removal of this billboard advertisement in Manhattan. “It is an outrageous act of censorship that this billboard was taken down,” King said. “This billboard should be posted in every city of the country." King somehow believes that this billboard is a wake-up call, the hard truth or a bitch slap that African Americans need.  Sounds like one who believes that the tender mercy of a heathen is cruelty. Yeah, tell them their precious womb is dangerous so they can stop having abortions, actually stop having SEX for that matter.  On the other hand Al Sharpton - man from a womb - had begun planning a protest before the billboard was taken down in New York City but his reasoning... "the billboard sends a message of racial profiling and discourages a woman's right to choose." So there you have it just one of the many faces of this womb war.

As the intellectual fools toy around with words and dance their political steps, play their lower mind games what do you suppose this message instills in our children? The ones whose eyes lay upon them as they sit in their car seats or walk by. What seeds will grow and harvest in the minds/hearts of little girls that believe that their 'wombs' are destructive and the minds of little boys who grow up seeing the wombs they came from as a dangerous place?  The results of these thoughts and beliefs will, no doubt, be extremely detrimental to the continuation of our African lineage and that is the target of these advertisers. To destroy the peace and future of people of African descent. Haven't they done that enough? The effects are long term and detrimental, but how many can foretell of such a gloomy future? How many can think highly of the WOMB, understand its sacred language, know its divine power and honor its place in the greater scheme of life? 



"Government Statistics: The Art of Mass Deception!"     

The numbers say that African American women make up a small percentage of the population, while they make up the highest percentage of abortion rates. Small minds see this as staggering digits, lower economic manifestations, poverty driven, etc, etc. What big minds see these as a power play of deception, the masking of the creative, sexual and regenerative powers of the black woman's womb; the downplay of her place in the earth's womb lineup; distorting the natural and creative powers of black women so that the white woman will not be under scrutiny. The black woman's white female counterpart whose overwhelming infertility rates have not only created a cluster of unhealthy and dangerous fertility drugs, stirred up competition within the wombs of the races, but growing infertility brings forth questionable humans beings. How authentically human can those borne through the cold and detached fertility process be? What happens in the long run when the natural birthing process has been altered and tampered with? Let the genetic modification of humans and the cloning process continue?



Where are the billboards that should say, "The most dangerous place for a White person is in the womb!" The longstanding history of wreckage, distortions and abuse to the womb and body resulting from the creations and marketing campaigns of harsh chemicals, pharmaceutical drugs and artificial substances have also driven them to create even more laboratory substances to counteract the many side effects. The packaging and marketing are so attractive and convincing to the mind while the body/spirit/ecosystem deteriorates and decays. Birth control pills alone stand not only as a personal health problem but an environmental one as well.  The EPA has found that excreted or discarded birth control pills are ending up in our waterways, where they have DNA altering, gender-bending effect on fish and marine life. A woman's cycle has been trifled with despite the pharmaceutical literature warnings of migraines, strokes, high blood pressure, blood clots, heart attacks and more.  Women ovulate, then menstruate in order to cleanse our bodies of unfertilized eggs and other toxins while this natural process is inhibited by the pill, tricking the body into thinking that it is pregnant all the time. It shuts off ovulation.  So triplets, quadruplets, and even football teams are being conceived and cut out of the wombs of mostly white women who run to the growing artificial fertility industry for a way to ram those fertile eggs into their barren wombs which will then be sliced out. What kind of humans are being birthed through these processes do we know yet? In the name of preventing the extinction of the white race? Who sees that?


So you see, it's a trick - again! And in the process these one track minded, profit-driven establishments are trying to derail and dismember the African woman's WOMB POWER and succeeding once again at it with my blind and gullible African American family joining in a battle against their own selves.  And as the political play continues and the plight of destroying the African woman in the diaspora as well as on the continent continues, I - in my own knowing and discerning - am currently swimming in the power currents and dark waters of my own womb. The project I began last year continues to open doors within me that I had shut myself out of.  Damn the womb has a lot of surprises tucked away! My ongoing research, discoveries, spiritual trainings, mental/physical work, womb sessions, workshops, etc continue reveal the deep, dark, mystery and infinity of our wombs. These experiences are showing me just how many 'carriers of the womb' are disconnected from their own, not prepared, nor ready to face the contents this 'pandora box' contains. And that's an understatement!! Very few know the troubles I have seen; even less know of the dark tunnel I am travel through on this "Womb" journey - not just for me but for all women.  In the wisdom of my soul, may the ancient wisdom and womb accounts be documented and shared in depth and details through my own efforts to help cultivate higher womb consciousness. 

Too often we give our children answers to remember rather than problems to solve. 
-- Roger Lewin

With my right foot outside of the realm of the US and my left foot still here while I build upon my ongoing sacred "Green Womb" project and research, I differ on the views of the common mind and the predictive public opinion.  I naturally stand outside with arms folded as I peek the political boxing ring, the social entrapment dungeon, the economic party room of corporations. Where is the spiritual truth of this ordeal that African women have been subjected to? Clearly we have still not understood these challenges and trials that have been put before us.  Complacency has kept us locked in a hamsters cage. We are moving but going no where fast. Consider the long term harm that these grounds will breed.

The womb is no space to mess with. It's darkness is very dark, very powerful and its abilities are endless. And seeing the negative and lower association of a black woman's sacred spot is a historical trend that has been going on for hundreds of years with men dictating and claiming rulership over women's body.  We are all associated with the womb, whether you are a woman carrying one in the center of your body, a woman who has chosen to or left with no choice but to remove hers or a man that came here on this planet through one.

The ads are so easy to see through with their intent to further damage the minds and hearts of African American women and families, while it empowers corporations with new sophisticated and illusive ways and means of damaging our wombs. But not all eyes can see through the veil. If you look at the ad with discernment and rise above the usual way of thinking and seeing you will realize that those of us who exist outside the womb are at the even greatest danger and risk than the seeds of human life that are attempting to grow and come through.  Damned truth is ... this ad is an insult, an attack on African American women.


"Change only favours minds that are diligently looking and preparing for discovery"

So as the racial struggle continues and manifests in new and cunning ways, it may even be more accurate to say that ... "The most dangerous place for an African American is outside the Womb!" 


Earth Loving!

"... Bless the earth through my life. Source of all nourishment, I seek to replenish your sacred world. Guide me now through these images, words and feelings as I reach into the wholeness; let all that is needed be known. Welcome energies of earth, air, fire and water. Let us create a life of beauty, reverence and wonder, with each season let us rejoice; through every phase of sun and moon let us be in harmony.  In every direction... I offer my love."



These are words I have uttered in prayers since I received my first deck of tarot cards about 16 years ago. Kay, a lovely Oregon woman who was also a teacher came into my life and gifted me with a medicine woman tarot card deck. Every time I did a reading this was the prayer I spoke. Those words were once seeds planted in me that have blossomed many times over while I gently and continually grew into a life that is earth centered, guided and celebrated.  Each time I speak these words, they water the seeds within the fertile grounds of my own womb.

I have always been attached to and in tune with the magic, wisdom, beauty and abundance of the earth. I am a Capricorn woman but more so, I have 6 earth planets in my chart. Sun in Capricorn, Moon & Jupiter in Taurus, Mars in Virgo, as well as my generational planets of Uranus and Pluto in Virgo.  Then I gave birth to an earth child (on April 27th) on a day when there was a stellium of the Sun, Moon & Mars in Taurus.  I am the embodiment, the quintessence of earth!



In the west and the system that humans have come to develop, there is always a rush to live life and to be someone or something. A child is asked what he or she wants to be at such an early age, parents impose their dreams and the dreams of their parents on their children like a damper or heavy cloud on their spirit while the innocent ones have no clue of that language.  A child is not normally seen as a spirit to behold, one to get to know. Parents do not know the importance and beauty of getting to know their child through the moment to moment observations, the interests they naturally show and the way their spirit uniquely expresses itself. It's about fitting in and living up to the expectations imposed upon them.  At an early age the child is altered, disfigured, suffocating their spirit and individual expression.

The question "Who are you?" is rare. Stay in college,  get a degree were the words my mother would always pound in my head. But the more she said it, the more my spirit resisted it.  College can be a useful experience that helps shape our intellectual and social aspects but it is not a means to the end.  And today, it is clear that it is one of the many economical structures and controlling institutions of society that is profit driven and mind controlling. Make the masses think and believe the same and you have domain over them.

Yet, the natural rhythms of life is evolution based and designed to shape, mold and carve out each our unique natural being. And this really requires time, and actually takes a lifetime or more. But the western world is obsessed with "WHAT you are" rather than "WHO you are".  Hearts and minds are programmed to move to this artificial beat. I remember the days and social interactions initiated with the question... "What do you do?"  You go to a gathering or meet someone and the opening line is always the quest for your name and what you do.  I, personally, became increasingly baffled by the question which never really helped me understand who the individual really was or is. Here I am a woman of many talents and many titles, which one do I say, and are they my defining factor? If so what's the title or summary in a word or two?  That question became monotonous with everyone asking it.  It felt like they were robots programmed to ask the same question over and over - as in work and receiving a paycheck - rather than the essence of my heart and soul as it came to manifest in this lifetime. I have long stopped asking people the western id question ... 'What do you do?'



This did, however, inspired me to pay closer attention to each person, to be fully present in each interaction.  I would aspire to decode, uncover clues and delve into the mystery of each being I met and spent time with. I could hear beyond the words, feel inside the gestures and see beyond the exterior.  My senses were increasingly aroused and my vibrational antenna grew higher to pick up the frequencies that were present.  It became a magical experience of getting to know each earthling.  The body has a way of expressing through its language that is louder than words. I automatically do this  today. Listen with my whole earthly body!

As we get older, some naturally come into their true essence, some eventually find their way to the depths of their inner home and become acclimated to their own musical notes and the dance steps and movements that are their signature, while discovering more and more of their vastness.  Like the plants, flowers and trees, we grow into the depths and the wisdom of our souls.  It's never been about 'growing up' for me. That cliche is meaningless to me. I have no desire to rid myself of my childlike spirit and the magical innocence that will always radiate as me.  Hell, I can get a bit too serious when I do anyway. And what humans call mid-life, I call growing deeper roots and a spiritual turning point.  Like the trees, the roots performs many vital functions and is the key to survival.  It absorbs and transports water and minerals from the soil to the rest of the tree while anchoring it. It is the same for the human experience.

Ironically, the last decades of my life I floated above the earth like an angel. (my nick name as well) :-) After the stormy divorce of my parents, I began walking lightly, threading the earth with gentleness, feeling as though I have no legs. My mother was present but my father was absent. Perhaps my legs were the fathering aspect of my physical self.  When he left, they must have walked out the door in an attempt to follow or find him. I would astral project and on many occasions during nap time, I would wake up hoovering over my own empty body.  A part of me did not want to be on this planet.  For me it was too harsh, it lacked unconditional love, acceptance and compassion. At least this is what I felt a lack of from my earthly parents. I spent a great deal of my early life, trying to escape life in what appears most times as an confused and illusive world. No wonder, the creator designed and equipped me with 6 earth planets. A message that this earth angel child would need more earthing than most. 




Where I grew up on the west coast of Africa, I would roam the woods at night while my mother slept. The girl that lived with us and took care of us would wake me up after every one was asleep; we'd get dressed and run the fields to go and meet the guys and girls on the other side. The blades of the grass were taller then I; the moon hung high in the sky surrounded by stars that twinkled, winked and provided light to see our way through the darkness of the night.  I learned how to tell time by the motion of the sun and the shades it cast over our house.  The moon shape would correspond with my feelings and the animals and nature would dance to its movements. Climbing trees and jumping rocks, exploring the grounds, digging in the dirt was natural and so was being in the sun.

Earth mother has always been my constant companion. Today Earth has now become my lover as I cultivate a deeper divine union with its majesty!  This blog will share pieces of my earth loving, eco-sensual and green womb journey! I am ready to come out and share who I've always been!

Thank you for reading!
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